So much going on....

The invitations still haven't made there way to me yet. Im starting to get a bit nervous. I hope they are not lost. I feel like Im running out of time.

Yesterday I was so stressed out. Myles is teething and now with out his paci (which we got rid of a week ago) he has been having hard nights. He doesn't wake up, but he is really restless. So yesterday I woke up in a bad mood. Not mad at anyone, just not happy that it was Monday(work day) and I had no sleep the night before. It was then, in the morning, that Ola tells me that he spoke with is mom and she explained to him about how Myles' baptismal would go. I was a bit disappointed, and upset, and hurt because I took out the time to write her an email and she didn't email me back. It seems to me that we can't communicate with each other. She would much rather communicate with Ola, than to communicate with me. I was really hurt by this, but now I am over that. But this really stressed me out yesterday. But I have come to the conclusion that I am not going to stop trying to make nice, I will continue to give out peace even if Im not receiving it back. Its not fair to Ola to have to choose sides, and as far as Im concerned he never will have to. My plan for the baptismal is to have him baptized Catholic(Ola's Catholic ;Im not). If Ola's mom can not come up with a date for when this should be done, we will(together as parents). Anyways...that was yesterday...

Sunday was nice. We went to the Zoo. It was Myles' first time at the zoo, and he seemed to enjoy himself, I was really happy for him. I love doing things, the three of us, as a family. It give me an idea of what the rest of my life will be like. Boy I loved those two.

Myles pointing to animals.

Penguins

Oh boy...how could I forget? Myles is now 11 months. He turned 11 months August 3rd. Im so excited. He will be 1yrs old in 1 month. WOW.

Sorry this is all jumbled. Lol. I just have so much going on.